when you’re lonely, you become observant of people. when you become observant of you master the art of perception. being perceptive means you can tell when someones energy changes, you can read people well, and you can tell when they’re no longer interested in keeping you around
being a carefree black girl has nothing to do with actually having no cares. to me it literally just means being alive and carving out tiny pockets of happiness and freedom in this shitty ass society that is trying to mentally destroy you for existing.
Just be fucking honest about how you feel about people while you’re alive."